♥~..I Love U N I Nid U.. ..Please B MIne..~♥

..Hate Hw Much I Love U..

2007-11-19T16:15:00.000+08:00

..Starting my life afresh is now damn hard becos the pat makes me feel like i want mre..!! ..Bt slowly but surely am trying my best to change myself.. ..Bt love realli hurts me.. ..Cos I hab to listen to my heart.. ..Whereas I can even listen to my own self.. ..so wat must I do..? ..I also dunno..!!

..love start to b damn bad..!! ..love SUCKS..!!

2007-11-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

..I Hate Love..!! ..Love Sucks..!! ..Bt Ther Is Someone I Love..!! ..Bt He Left Me..!! ..I Hate It..!! ..Bt I Want Him Back..!! ..Fcuka..!!

Love Hurts..!

2007-11-03T18:44:00.001+08:00

..Don't know how we got this far
So attached now and this gets me
Like a thief you stole my heart
And I fallen in love so unfairly
(Boy I hate that my)
World revolves around you
(And I hate my heart)
Cause it hurts without you..

..Why, why am I so lost in you?
And I don't even know me anymore
Why, I don't know why I'm so confused
Cause I'm hating that I love you this much boy
Confused
I'm Confused
I'm Confused..!!

..todae is BabyD's b'dae..

2007-10-02T15:29:00.001+08:00

..hey ya'll.. ..hmm.. ..cant believe tht todae is my birthdae.. ..bt dis year is so boringg.. ..i have to celebrate it all alone.. ..hmm.. ..i missh my old celebration where i can go out wit my family.. ..tried my best to change myself.. ..but my envronment felt so dull.. ..i hate tht feeling.. ..I HATE IT..!! ..slowly but surely i have to try my best to relex myself.. ..hmm..!! ..looks like i have to celebrate my b'dae all alone.. ..again.. ..hmm.. ..i dun noe wat is going to happen to me in the future..!! ..i'm confused and lying on the ground all alone.. ..with no one to help me to pick up all the tiny little pieces.. ..hmm.. ..so confused too..

~..Sign Off..~

..BaByD..

..i wanna be bad wit u baby..

2007-08-17T14:19:00.000+08:00

..ello.. ..hmm.. ..i'm back to my old attituide again.. ..well, this time it's getting frm bad to worse.. ..haizz.. ..y cant i have a normal life like everyone else..?? ..hmm.. ..i dun noe.. ..in life wat i want..?? ..i'm still confused.. ..hmm.. ..i shouldn't start my old attituide.. ..ppl sae i'm crazy.. ..so wat if i am.. ..haizz..
..niwae i gtg..

..lurva ..~andriana~..

..I Hate LIfe..

2007-08-13T17:14:00.000+08:00

..Haizz.. ..Today Really Sucked.. ..I Nvr Go To Sch.. ..Cos I'm So Stressed.. ..Hmm.. ..I Still Remember On Saturdae (12/09/07) .. ..Wat I Did To Hamim.. ..Bt.. ..I Onli Gt The Chance To Talk To Him.. ..Bt His Members Are So BuzyBody.. ..Haizz.. ..Bt When I Reached Hme.. ..My Hand Was All Bruised.. ..Cos I Punched A Tree 2 Times.. ..Haizz.. ..When Cn I Get Well..?? ..I Wana Live.. ..Longer.. ..Todae My Fwen Ali Make Me Mad.. ..He Misunderstood Me.. ..Like I Said No One Will Believe Me Cos I'm Nt A Normal Child Like Him.. ..My Grandmother Gave Me Away.. ..To Her Son.. ..Cos She Dun Wan My Real Mom To Know Tht I Existed.. ..Until Now.. ..She Onli Know Tht I'm Her Brother Daugthter.. ..I'm Really Sad.. ..Cos My Own Mom Dosent Noe I Existed.. ..Bt Ppl Take Me For Granted.. ..I Knoe Tht I Dun Have A Dad For 2 Times.. ..My Real Dad Left Me.. ..I Dun Even Knoe How He Looks Like.. ..Than My Foster Dad a.k.a My Uncle.. ..Passed Away 2 Yrs Ago.. ..Due To Metastic LUng Cancer.. ..I Was Really Closed To Him.. ..I Lost Everythin When I Lost Him.. ..I Am The Onli Child.. ..& I'm Onli 15.. ..I'm So Stressed.. ..Haizz..

Niwae I gtg..

Lurve ~..@NdRi@n@..~

..Hmm.. ..Boring..

2007-08-11T17:37:00.002+08:00

..Ello.. ..Just Wanna Talk Abt My NAtional Day Celebration..
..Hmm.. Damn Boring.. ..Nt Fair, Everyone Gt The Chance To Celebrate National Dae Together At Esplanade.. ..Hmm.. ..Whereas I Have To Stay At Home.. ..So Boring.. ..Hmm.. ..Everyone Wants Me To Go Out Wit Them.. ..Bt.. ..I've Been Banned To Go Out From My Boyfriend.. ..Hmm.. ..He Told Me Tht If I Love Him, I Wont Go Out.. ..Bt He Hiself Went Out To Esplanade.. ..Hmm.. ..This Is The First Time My Celebration Of National Dae Suckz.. ..Haizz..

..Niwae Gt To Run.. ..Nid To Go To My Cuz House.. ..Byee..

..Lurve ~@nDrI@n@~..

U're Just Too Little Too Late

2007-08-08T13:36:00.000+08:00

..Lurve Suxxxx..!! ..I Hate It Cos U Will End Up Hurt.. ..Damn..!! ..Love SUUUUUUUUUxx.. Bt Sometimes We Have To Blame The Guys Cos Becos Of Them U Will End Up Hurt.. ..Like My Guy.. ..He's A Damn Hot Tempered Guy.. ..Wat To Do.. ..Haizz.. ..Bt I Do LoVe Him..

..Niwae I Gtg.. ..

~My DaMn DaE rEaLy HuRtz~

2007-08-07T14:56:00.000+08:00

..Elo0 everyone.. ..Damn,.. ..My Dae Really Hurtz.. ..I Almost Break Wit My Guy.. ..Almost Sei.. ..I Really Lurve Him.. ..Guess I Finally Forgotten Abt Hamim.. ..I'm So Damn Proud Of Myself.. ..Bt There Is A HurtNess In My Heart Bt I Dunno.. ..Should I Forget Abt Him Or Not.. ..Bt I Finally Made Up My Mind.. ..I Am Giving Up On Him.. ..His Mother Hate Me Rite.. ..So Be It.. ..I Want To FaiDil.. ..Cos I Want To Shower Him With My Love N Care..

Love : @nDrI@n@..

..I'm Back Ya'll..

2007-08-05T15:37:00.000+08:00

..I'm Back With More News, More Excitement & Even More Hatred..

..How Should I Start..?? ..I'm So Sorry If I Never Enter Myself For So God Damn LOng.. ..I Was Kinda Busy Doing Some Stuff.. ..Aniwae Just For Ur Info, I'm Starting To Be From Bad To Worst.. ..Recently On The 28th & 29th Of June, I Did Something Stupid.. ..I Actually Took 20 Panadols N Overdose Myself.. ..See, The Reason I Did That Is Becos I was Stressed.. ..N Could Also Say Tht I Was Confused N Dun Noe Wat To Do.. ..So Wat Should I Do..?? ..Bt Now I Have To Opened Myelf To Other People.. ..Well Recently Hamim Left Me Cos His Mom Dun Like ME.. It Took Me Few Daes To Accept The Fact Tht His Nt Mine Animore.. ..Than I Noe A Guy Name "Faidil".. ..Althought His OLder Than Me By Only 5 Years, I Could Feel The LOve Tht He Shower Me With.. ..I Really Do Love Him.. ..Bt My Heart Is Still Hurt For Watever Hamim Did To Me.. ..Bt Wat Should I Do..?? ..MAyb I should Forgive N Forget..

..Hmm.. ..Mayb Next Time He Would Feel The Pain Tht I'm Going Through.. ..N My Stay At The Changi General Hospital Was Really Damn Cool.. ..Gt To Rlax Myself.. ..I Still Could Remember MY Bed N Ward.. ..(Bed 38 Ward 46..)..Haha..

..Well Talk To U Guys Soon.. ..BYee...

..Love ~Andriana..~

my great grands has passed away..

2007-05-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

My dearest great grandmother has passed away todae at 12.40 am... She was really sick.. I feel really bad abt it cos i was her belove great grand daughter... Bt i have to let her go cos the more she'll stay on earth, she would feel more hurt/pain... I dun really know wt is she suffering from.. Bt when she first started to be admitted to the hospital, She told my mom tht she wants to mit my late father.. Cos my late father really respect her...

Well i nid to go now, i'll talk to u guys again later..

Love: @nDrI@N@..

i've actually "Cabot" school todae...

2007-04-25T14:01:00.000+08:00

Hiie.. i cant believe tht todae i actually skipped sch.. i feel very upset with the wae my boyfriend react towards me!! I've actually asked him to break with miie... Bt he keep saying "NO"... i HATE IT!!! i feel like killing him... Aniwae, todae really tiring dae... cos i've worked from 4pm - 4am.. tiring seyy... Confirm after this i will be going home n taking my beauty sleep... lol.. Niwae my great grandmother had been send to ICU... Feeling very sad... Cos i couldn't meet her.. Niwae i'll talk to u guys again...

Love: @nDri@N@...

Todae i had a sad dae..

2007-04-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

heyys yall... i had a god damn bad dae..My greatgrandmother is at hospital.. I feel so sad.. Cos im the one she loves...If she's gone, i would feel so god damn sad.. I really love her!!! If i loooose my great grands.. i would loose my life..

Niwae talk to u again later..

Love : @nDri@n@..

i admit it!!! i have a confession to make..

2007-04-21T18:44:00.000+08:00

Hiie, it's been a long time since i've entered myself.. Niwae, i've gt sumthin to tell u guys.. To tell u the truth, i've gt a crush on someone... Well,it's a primary school boy.. i always meet him.. niwae, i also gt to find out that "Iszat" brother actually liked me.. I'm so very disgusted... But i gt nuthin in common with him... He actually have 5 girlfriend rite now... N he want miie to be one of his girl.. But i said NO!!!.. Niwae still to me i like that pri sch boy..

Niwae that all i can sae now.. Thanks...

Love: @nDrI@n@...

How am i going to survive in this dreadful world!!

2007-04-07T13:19:00.000+08:00

I had a damn bad dae... i thought that everything was gonna be great cos todae my cousin is getting engaged...Feels like i'm having a dae from hell...Where it feels that i did the most biggest Sins that no one had ever made... until no one would b able to forgive me....I noe from the start i shouldn't have known jani... Cos that's where my life starting to turn topsy-turvy...I thought that if i could have the chance to turn the clock n went back to time,i would b able not to noe jani from that damn cabin camp last year!!!!.. I don't know... Cos to miie,every time i want to do something gud, it turns out to b bad... Could this b KARMA?! i dunno!!! everything in the past start to cum back to me!! I noe it's becos of my damn attituide that i become like this...Bt can't they give me a break??i'm a human too.. Cos i'm damn confused!! Cos to miie,i feel that i'm not a gurl not yet a women... I don't know i feel so heavenly broken at the same time too!!... N it will never end!!!

To me, the only wae out is to kill myself... or mayb commit suicide!!! I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ANYMORE!!!!! I'M FEELING USELESS!!! I'M ALIVE FOR WAT??? TO MAKE PPL FEEL HURT??? N TO HURT THEM AT THE SAME TIME????!!! COS AT THE END, IT'S ME WHO WILL FELL THE HURT NT THEM!!!!!!!!

Bt then my dae wasn't that bad... Cos yesterdae i went for my cousin wedding... and it was so god damn fun... Everyone missed me...Even i got to know a BOY.. His nt that cute bd his so gentlemen...N guessed wat, i hold his hand yesterdae.. It was accidental i didn't do it on purpose...Let me tell u how it happend...He was carrying some heavy stuff..and i was standing infront of him... I was waiting for my mom... Cos she was inside the bride room.. Then kakak eka ask me to carry the stuff that the boy was carrying... So he passed it to me... Bt his hand was still on that stuff... Cos my mom was telling him to pass it to someone else... I feel so bad cos i thought maybe i could get to know him better...BUT, NO CHANCE!!!!!LOL... Hopefully i'll meet him on Saturdae...

Oh yah, yesterdae my baby cat died... Feel so heart broken sia...

Niwae talk to ya'll soon... Lurve: ~andriana~

I had a bad dae at sch..

2007-04-05T15:20:00.000+08:00

heyys ya'lls... looks like it's my first entry to my blog in year 2007.. haiz... in a new school somemore... haizz... Niwae, todae my dae was quite bad cos i had a lecture with my art teacher... it's the first time in my life i show my tentrum to the teachers... i feel so bad... But i can't take it anymore.. i noe i'm new to the school... bt must she like pick on me?? she does not even noe anything abt me... n she make me feel like i'm useless.. I hate when that happends... so at last i decided to say i'm sorrie...

Niwae nw i'm feeling gud with my fwens... bt i also hate it when last tym they sae i like someone... that some one is "MUSA"... bt actually i also dunno whether i like him or nt...

But wat to do??? That's life.. n i also got to find out frm someone that actually Shameer a.k.a "Black" has mental problems... Haix.. no wonder he love to disturb ppl cos he gt a loose screw.. Heheheheheheh!!!

Well, write to ya'll again... i nid to go... send Zub back hme...

Lurve: ~andriana~ : @

Heyys,i'm back yalls

2007-04-04T20:23:00.000+08:00

i'm back... n i'll start afresh with the year 2007... lots of things happening.. so i'll be back to entertain u guys...

Kiies??? C ya...

love ~andriana~

picture of me

2006-09-09T15:19:00.000+08:00

Here is a picture of me..So at least u all noe how i look like...hahaha

I'll continue again laterz..kiies?

2006-09-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

This is the veronicas no3 album... It's called the secret life of the veronicas... Here are some of their song..

1) 4ever 2)everything i'm not 3)when it all falls apart
4)revolution 5) secret 6)mouth shut 7)leave me alone
8)speechless 9)heavily broken 10)i could get used to this 11)nobody wins 12)mother mother 13)teardrop hitting the ground....

There u go...all the veronicas song in this album... Go and get it u won't regret it!!!

Bye ya'lls ~wannabeinnocent~...

yo i`m back again...

2006-09-04T14:27:00.000+08:00

Hey y`alls,how are u all doin?? ok,i`m going out with my cousin...n guess what,i broke up with my boyfriend...He is really a irritating guy..u know wat,he has been cheating me!!! i hate him!! his name is JANI..HE IS FROM BARTLEY SECONDARY!! THIS YEAR HE IS SEC 4 TECH!!!!!!!! I HATE HIM!!!
LOOSER!!

Hey<3,I juz created a new blog...

2006-09-01T18:02:00.000+08:00

Hey wassup ya`ll,I mean hi..ok watever...Look let me intoduce myself..my name is andriana...But i prefer u all to call me wannabeinnocent...haha..ok..Well,i juz gotten started...so as u can see,there is something that i`m going to talk about in this blog...Like for example my little life,experience,about school and even about BOYS!!!...wat do u think about that???So stay around if u guys wanna noe more about me...He He He...~CHIOWZ~ ~wannabeinnocent~