Monday, November 19, 2007
..Starting my life afresh is now damn hard becos the pat makes me feel like i want mre..!! ..Bt slowly but surely am trying my best to change myself.. ..Bt love realli hurts me.. ..Cos I hab to listen to my heart.. ..Whereas I can even listen to my own self.. ..so wat must I do..? ..I also dunno..!!
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4:15 PM
Sunday, November 04, 2007
..I Hate Love..!! ..Love Sucks..!! ..Bt Ther Is Someone I Love..!! ..Bt He Left Me..!! ..I Hate It..!! ..Bt I Want Him Back..!! ..Fcuka..!!Labels: ..someone..
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4:09 PM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
..Don't know how we got this far
So attached now and this gets me
Like a thief you stole my heart
And I fallen in love so unfairly
(Boy I hate that my)
World revolves around you
(And I hate my heart)
Cause it hurts without you..
..Why, why am I so lost in you?
And I don't even know me anymore
Why, I don't know why I'm so confused
Cause I'm hating that I love you this much boy
Confused
I'm Confused
I'm Confused..!!Labels: Am Confused
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6:44 PM
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
..hey ya'll.. ..hmm.. ..cant believe tht todae is my birthdae.. ..bt dis year is so boringg.. ..i have to celebrate it all alone.. ..hmm.. ..i missh my old celebration where i can go out wit my family.. ..tried my best to change myself.. ..but my envronment felt so dull.. ..i hate tht feeling.. ..I HATE IT..!! ..slowly but surely i have to try my best to relex myself.. ..hmm..!! ..looks like i have to celebrate my b'dae all alone.. ..again.. ..hmm.. ..i dun noe wat is going to happen to me in the future..!! ..i'm confused and lying on the ground all alone.. ..with no one to help me to pick up all the tiny little pieces.. ..hmm.. ..so confused too..
~..Sign Off..~
..BaByD..Labels: ..hate my celebration..
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3:29 PM
Friday, August 17, 2007
..ello.. ..hmm.. ..i'm back to my old attituide again.. ..well, this time it's getting frm bad to worse.. ..haizz.. ..y cant i have a normal life like everyone else..?? ..hmm.. ..i dun noe.. ..in life wat i want..?? ..i'm still confused.. ..hmm.. ..i shouldn't start my old attituide.. ..ppl sae i'm crazy.. ..so wat if i am.. ..haizz..
..niwae i gtg..
..lurva ..~andriana~..
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2:19 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
..Haizz.. ..Today Really Sucked.. ..I Nvr Go To Sch.. ..Cos I'm So Stressed.. ..Hmm.. ..I Still Remember On Saturdae (12/09/07) .. ..Wat I Did To Hamim.. ..Bt.. ..I Onli Gt The Chance To Talk To Him.. ..Bt His Members Are So BuzyBody.. ..Haizz.. ..Bt When I Reached Hme.. ..My Hand Was All Bruised.. ..Cos I Punched A Tree 2 Times.. ..Haizz.. ..When Cn I Get Well..?? ..I Wana Live.. ..Longer.. ..Todae My Fwen Ali Make Me Mad.. ..He Misunderstood Me.. ..Like I Said No One Will Believe Me Cos I'm Nt A Normal Child Like Him.. ..My Grandmother Gave Me Away.. ..To Her Son.. ..Cos She Dun Wan My Real Mom To Know Tht I Existed.. ..Until Now.. ..She Onli Know Tht I'm Her Brother Daugthter.. ..I'm Really Sad.. ..Cos My Own Mom Dosent Noe I Existed.. ..Bt Ppl Take Me For Granted.. ..I Knoe Tht I Dun Have A Dad For 2 Times.. ..My Real Dad Left Me.. ..I Dun Even Knoe How He Looks Like.. ..Than My Foster Dad a.k.a My Uncle.. ..Passed Away 2 Yrs Ago.. ..Due To Metastic LUng Cancer.. ..I Was Really Closed To Him.. ..I Lost Everythin When I Lost Him.. ..I Am The Onli Child.. ..& I'm Onli 15.. ..I'm So Stressed.. ..Haizz..
Niwae I gtg..
Lurve ~..@NdRi@n@..~Labels: ..Sadness..
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5:14 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
..Ello.. ..Just Wanna Talk Abt My NAtional Day Celebration..
..Hmm.. Damn Boring.. ..Nt Fair, Everyone Gt The Chance To Celebrate National Dae Together At Esplanade.. ..Hmm.. ..Whereas I Have To Stay At Home.. ..So Boring.. ..Hmm.. ..Everyone Wants Me To Go Out Wit Them.. ..Bt.. ..I've Been Banned To Go Out From My Boyfriend.. ..Hmm.. ..He Told Me Tht If I Love Him, I Wont Go Out.. ..Bt He Hiself Went Out To Esplanade.. ..Hmm.. ..This Is The First Time My Celebration Of National Dae Suckz.. ..Haizz..
..Niwae Gt To Run.. ..Nid To Go To My Cuz House.. ..Byee..
..Lurve ~@nDrI@n@~..Labels: ..Boringgg..
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